My Broken Shield

Well, lately I’ve come across with a very sad event…

Not much people know about this. Especially my classmates..

I have always been the happiest, naughtiest or the noisiest one in class.

But in fact , I have been putting on a really really heavy shield.

But What’s behind the shield,

it’s me being sad and regret.

 

 

It’s so hard to pretend to be happy.

Well I would say i am going through a huge loss of something.

Something meaningful. Something that only comes once in a lifetime..

Sometimes, when some small things like maybe I kicked my toe,

or computer has problem, I will start crying..

Not because of those minor things, but because of the true inner sadness in me..

So, by writting in down here, I hope I can try to let it go.

I hope I would stop running away from it, but face it….